I suppose you could call it a near death experience — as I have certainly experienced an amazing recovery this week. And all thanks go to the wonderful team at Training Solutions LLC – talk about a booster shot!
I had fallen off the wagon, and back into the old addictions of self-deprecation and pity… turns out there ISN’T a road to recovery that doesn’t involve addiction… and thanks to the Law of Substitution I am back in the swing of things with an addiction to the MKMMA.
Now I am ADDICTED to getting out there and doing the reads – and to making SURE I get the services and P.O.A. promises done!
I suspect it was a portion of my subconscious that loves the number 13 which made week thirteen really connect all my internal systems – mind, body, subconscious AND conscious minds – with the philosophy behind the Master Key Mastermind Alliance.
That and taking over the entire detached three stall garage for my “readings”… ’cause, ya know – BE EPIC! (oh and #BePhenomenalOrBeForgotten )
And – that seems to be exactly what I needed.
When I look back on my decreased participation – and thus my MUCH reduced belief (Thought + Feeling!!) in what I was doing in the MKMMA – it coincided with the change in weather.
Weird… I know, but I had moved my reading ‘inside’ as Minnesota tends to get…cold, at least for those First and Last readings of the day,
and as I moved inside I had to be aware of my children sleeping first thing in the morning and last thing in the evening.
So I read to the (guy in the) bathroom mirror with “H.E.M.” – that’s supposed to work right? Hesitation, Emphasis, and Modulation – it’s supposed to help you connect with what your are readingsaying. Though, I guess when you have spent decades clamping down on your emotions, that’s a bit like using a tissue to swat a fly – the motions are all there, they just lack a bit of IMPACT.
Add to that the fact that I have “known about” H.E.M. for many years – and used it intentionally to connect OTHERS to what I was saying… my subconscious was having none of it. I mean c’mon my Mother taught me about Hegelian Dialectics when I was in high-school and I read every book I could get my hands on about “body-language”, voice modulation, “Thesis – AnitThesis – Synthesis”… all ways and means to a manipulative end(s) — right?
I mean – I would have to accept manipulation – even of self – for this to “work”…
Combined with ‘misses’ on my P.O.A. and service card commitments as my intensity waned – my belief began to falter. Having experienced it for almost three weeks now – I can tell you it is VITALLY important that you DO NOT put anything on those cards that you cannot – or will not (yet) -commit to doing 100%.
I know that no wealth or position can long endure, unless it is built on Truth and Justice. Therefore I engage in NO transaction that does not benefit ALL whom it involves. MKMMA Blueprint Builder #5
If you do – you have entered into the realm of propaganda rather than self-improvement. We all inherently know when we are being manipulated – even when it is WE doing it to ourselves. And in the case of our efforts with the MKMMA we must base everything on truth and justice.Having moved out to the garage – my morning and evening reads are completely un-tethered again. Intensity is no longer an issue. In the first few weeks of the MKMMA – my neighbors 1/2 mile away could hear me, now out in the garage – I wouldn’t be surprised if they could again… and I don’t have to allow ANY mental effort to be expended on concern for my kids sleep. The Emotion is back in the reading – and the TRUTH buried in the words on my re-written cards can be extolled from the “mountaintops” again.
I am able to converse full out with the man in the full length mirrors set up ALL AROUND the garage – as I walk, shout, kneel, jump and dance – everywhere I can see the man in the mirror (my future self!) celebrating and commiserating (!!) with me as the layers (and years) of clay are F(reakin’) SHATTERED off of my self-image.
Take over the WORLD with your attitude and dreams. Build big or go home – cause you only get one run through in this life.
From all of this I can absolutely state that you MUST do WHATEVER it takes to get emotion connected with your reading – and bring that ‘high’ into your sits to give your subconscious something to WORK with as it manifests the plan and connects the Universe to your demands.