I suppose you could call it a near death experience — as I have certainly experienced an amazing recovery this week. And all thanks go to the wonderful team at Training Solutions LLC – talk about a booster shot!
I had fallen off the wagon, and back into the old addictions of self-deprecation and pity… turns out there ISN'T a road to recovery that doesn't involve addiction… and thanks to the Law of Substitution I am back in the swing of things with an addiction to the MKMMA.
Now I am ADDICTED to getting out there and doing the reads – and to making SURE I get the services and P.O.A. promises done!
I suspect it was a portion of my subconscious that loves the number 13 which made week thirteen really connect all my internal systems – mind, body, subconscious AND conscious minds – with the philosophy behind the Master Key Mastermind Alliance.
That and taking over the entire detached three stall garage for my “readings”… 'cause, ya know – BE EPIC! (oh and #BePhenomenalOrBeForgotten )
When I look back on my decreased participation – and thus my MUCH reduced belief (Thought + Feeling!!) in what I was doing in the MKMMA – it coincided with the change in weather.
Weird… I know, but I had moved my reading ‘inside' as Minnesota tends to get…cold, at least for those First and Last readings of the day,
and as I moved inside I had to be aware of my children sleeping first thing in the morning and last thing in the evening.
So I read to the (guy in the) bathroom mirror with “H.E.M.” – that's supposed to work right? Hesitation, Emphasis, and Modulation – it's supposed to help you connect with what your are readingsaying. Though, I guess when you have spent decades clamping down on your emotions, that's a bit like using a tissue to swat a fly – the motions are all there, they just lack a bit of IMPACT.
Add to that the fact that I have “known about” H.E.M. for many years – and used it intentionally to connect OTHERS to what I was saying… my subconscious was having none of it. I mean c'mon my Mother taught me about Hegelian Dialectics when I was in high-school and I read every book I could get my hands on about “body-language”, voice modulation, “Thesis – AnitThesis – Synthesis”… all ways and means to a manipulative end(s) — right?
I mean – I would have to accept manipulation – even of self – for this to “work”…
Combined with ‘misses' on my P.O.A. and service card commitments as my intensity waned – my belief began to falter. Having experienced it for almost three weeks now – I can tell you it is VITALLY important that you DO NOT put anything on those cards that you cannot – or will not (yet) -commit to doing 100%.
“If you do – you have entered into the realm of propaganda rather than self-improvement. We all inherently know when we are being manipulated – even when it is WE doing it to ourselves. And in the case of our efforts with the MKMMA we must base everything on truth and justice.
I know that no wealth or position can long endure, unless it is built on Truth and Justice. Therefore I engage in NO transaction that does not benefit ALL whom it involves. MKMMA Blueprint Builder #5
Having moved out to the garage – my morning and evening reads are completely un-tethered again. Intensity is no longer an issue. In the first few weeks of the MKMMA – my neighbors 1/2 mile away could hear me, now out in the garage – I wouldn't be surprised if they could again… and I don't have to allow ANY mental effort to be expended on concern for my kids sleep. The Emotion is back in the reading – and the TRUTH buried in the words on my re-written cards can be extolled from the “mountaintops” again.
I am able to converse full out with the man in the full length mirrors set up ALL AROUND the garage – as I walk, shout, kneel, jump and dance – everywhere I can see the man in the mirror (my future self!) celebrating and commiserating (!!) with me as the layers (and years) of clay are F(reakin') SHATTERED off of my self-image.
Take over the WORLD with your attitude and dreams. Build big or go home – cause you only get one run through in this life.
From all of this I can absolutely state that you MUST do WHATEVER it takes to get emotion connected with your reading – and bring that ‘high' into your sits to give your subconscious something to WORK with as it manifests the plan and connects the Universe to your demands.