My experience with MKMMA has been a great journey with very few bumps in the road and some major breakthroughs and enlightenment. That is until this week. I am not entirely sure what triggered the fierce return of my old blueprint after so many weeks of building the new one, but it has been working to trip me up all week. I have felt like I am spinning my wheels and going no where. However I will NOT give up. No matter how many failures I encounter, I will NOT give up. I will fight with every fiber of my being because my future self deserves the life I desire.
I have been hanging on to Scroll III. I will persist! I can relate to the young bulls being pricked by a picador. Each day this week, my old blue print has been knocking me down. I recognize that each day , my old blue print has been testing me. It does not want to give up its hold now that I know the key to success and it is fighting for control. I have had a very busy week, struggling to fit everything in. It would be easy to look down on my struggles and failures, but that wouldn't help me at all, so I read my index cards and make sure I end the day with a success even if I did fail at somethings. I may be experiencing some failures, but I know if I persist, success hides behind all these struggles. Always I take another step. One step at a time is not too difficult. I never consider defeat and I keep my eyes on the goal.
Each day I get to start new. I will keep stepping one step at a time until I permanently stamp out my old blue print. When I struggle, I will find solace in the Master keys, The Greatest Salesman, my accomplishment index cards and DMP to build my watchman at the gate back up.
Tomorrow brings a new day and I persist. I win!